| But the lies were old and never clear... |
[Dec. 25th, 2006|06:34 am] |
It's been a pretty good Christmas Weekend. I played some poker with Tye and my brother on the 22nd. I went to Etobicoke to see Julian Ryan Issac and Kyle on the 23rd. And on Christmas Eve we had our family thing. With Jordan, Romina, my mom, my dad, and myself.
And I had been smiling and laughing all weekend having a great time. And now I'm working at Crossroads. the 12AM-8AM shift on CHRISTMAS MORNING. HOOOOLY MOOOOLY.
It's been incredibly boring so far. But that's okay cuz I'm getting paid DOUBLE TIME AND A HALF for it...
That's a lot of money. Something like 250 dollars after it's all said and done.
But yea...sitting here at the Crossroads Center....and I just got sad.
I don't even know man. These stupid sad waves are bugging me. I can have a great weekend have tons of fun....and then bam....sad wave.
Anyways, I've been checking the 'friends' page on my livejournal off and on and....it seems that (as I observed in earlier posts) livejournal is pretty well dead.
Which means I can type in this thing and like...noone will ever read it. So I could say anything I want! But I won't. 'Cuz just leave it to those random people out in cyberspace to read this...then run into someone I know in the future and comment on it...
haha.
I'll try to stay alive here....it's gonna be a looooong shift. 1.5 hours down. 6.5 hours to go. yeehaw.
.:Set me up for the fall I'm taking. Set me up for the rest of my life. And Rewrite me in the end we're making...:. |
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| We've been lied to. We're so frail. |
[Dec. 17th, 2006|10:46 am] |
I had a pretty good chat with Kendra today.
I haven't seen her in like 2 weeks so it was nice to finally hang out again. She's something that Kendra...that's for sure.
But anywho....I'm at crossroads right now...doing the night shift. And it's been a sweet shift so far.
The guys (Aaron, Jordan, Justin, and Tye) came out to visit during my shift...
And we only kinda sorta watched Miami Vice....which was only kinda sorta okay.
But anyways they all left at like 5:20ish. And now it's 5:40....and I'm so very tired...and I so want to go home.
And I'm still sad....sadness sucks....
but alas...I think I'll go back to 'work' and walk around the building real quick...
Hope everyone out there is sleeping tigggght
Jake
.: Just keep on saying nothing's okay... :. |
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| Wii! |
[Dec. 13th, 2006|06:01 am] |
I am purchasing a Nintendo Wii from Steve Dykstra.
Basically I wanted a Wii for christmas...but I told my parents it was probably going to be impossible to get one...so it was so cool to find out that Steve was selling his.
I had to pay a bit extra for it...but it's been worth it so far.
Me and Justin played some Wii sports and Red Steel today.
My dad came down during Wii Sports and was like "MAN! THIS IS AWESOME!! I WANT TO PLAY!"
And..my dad never wants to play video games....
Then after he watched us for a bit...he went upstairs...and me and Justin heard him faintly saying.
"Judy (My mom...) you should see the game Jake bought! I'm going to play it for sure!"
Justin and I splitting our sides ensued.
haha. What fun...tomorrow I might go buy a game...I dunno.
I have more Christmas money/ Christmas shifts coming up...so that ought to be fun.
Also...January marks my entrance to Mohawk! I meeting with the Registrar next week...and I've been saving some money.
So I'm going to college!...not exactly what I'm cut out for I think...but I needed to do something with my life...I've been wasting it for far too long on stupid things...urg.
Anyways...I guess I'll head off...see y'all later.
Jake
.:I can't help you fix yourself, but at least I can say I tried. I'm sorry but I've got to move on with my own life:. |
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| What if... |
[Dec. 11th, 2006|10:33 pm] |
Wow....Started work at Crossroads this week. And man did working construction force me to work hard!
I was moving so quick...like 2 or 3 times faster than the other guy...and the day just flew by..it was sweet!
Anyways.....it's a Monday evening! Had a rough weekend...but that's allright. Spent some good time with Lance this weekend though. Which was refreshing...gotta love the guys in Dorm 13 at Deemer.
Rough weekend...but in some ways....great things happened to me... Thanks Lance.
Jake
.:who's to say the way i am
is not to blame on hating love.
let's be tragic, let's be sad.
these eyes can't seem to see the way i am.
all for love. you wait way too long.
all for love.
cry and sob while you wait for him.
this kind of love won't last it never did.
what if this had never happened?
what if we had never seen the light of day?
what if this had never happened?
what if we had never met at all?
all for love. you wait way too long.
all for love.
what if...
this had never happened?
we had never seen the light of day?
this had never happened?
we had never met at all?:. |
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| Frig... |
[Dec. 4th, 2006|05:23 am] |
It hurts...
But it was good....
What's wrong with me...
Jake |
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| Today... |
[Dec. 2nd, 2006|04:34 pm] |
I woke up sad today...and I don't even know why.
Or..maybe I do...
But yea....had some fun with the guys last night. Drinking, playing pool, and playing video games back at my place. It was a solid night, with a couple of silly fights throughout the night...
But yep....I woke up sad...
What does that mean...
Waking up is the worst part of the frigging day....seriously...
Either you're too tired to get up out of bed...or you're filled with sadness and you don't want to get out of bed...
Dang...
Well that's all for now....
I think LiveJournal is dying...
Noone I know posts on the thing, and noone posts comments on mine...
I think it's dying....which sucks for them...
.: But where's your heart? But where's your heart? :. |
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| Saltwater. |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|05:12 am] |
Tears still fall...
You can't stop them. No matter how much you might want to. No matter how hard you might try. The tears still come.
The connection of your emotions and your physical body is beyond me. Why do we laugh when somethings funny?.
Why can't we help but smile when we're happy.
Why do the tears fill our eyes when we're sad?
Whoever came up with these combinations is pretty inventive I guess.
...Ya....I guess that's all I want to say.
Who can dry them...?
Jake
.:Don't you think I wish that I could stay?:. |
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| Rescued |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|07:45 am] |
Two to one
Static to the sound of
You and I undone
For the last time
And there this was
Hiding at the bottom
Of your swimming pool
Some September
Don't you think
I wish that I could stay?
Your lips give you away
I can hear it
A jet engine
Through the center of the storm
And I'm thinking I'd
Prefer not to be rescued
Two to none
Roads that lead away from this
I'm following myself
Just this once
And I got spun
It appears you're spun as well
It happens when you pay attention
Or this could take all year
But when it's quiet
Does she hear me?
Jettisoned to the center of the storm
And I'm thinking I'd prefer not to be rescued
And Oh, I can feel her
She's dying just to keep me cold
And I'm finally numb
So please don't get me rescued
Rescued
And it's unclear
But this may be my last song
I, I can tell
She's raising hell
To give to me
She got me warm
So please don't get me rescued
And oh say you'll miss me
One last time
And I'll be strong
Whatever you do
Please don't get me rescued
'Cause I'm feeling like
I might need to be near you
And I feel alright
So please don't get me rescued
Jake... |
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| huh...? |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|07:37 am] |
When I'm with her I laugh...a lot.
When I'm not with her I only smile sometimes...
Who is this girl...why is it that way?...urg...
.:I'm finally numb, so please don't get me rescued:. |
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